We had a new president installed in the United States yesterday. Half the country thinks the outgoing president is(was) a dictator, half the country thinks the new guy won because the election was stolen.
Regardless of whom each side is supposed to hate now (or whom we choose to strongly dislike), that’s pretty destructive to your mental state.
How many people lose themselves being caught up hating Obama or Trump? Are you the same person that you were before those administrations?
Hard work and practice makes you great, but you need optimism to keep that fire burning. Be ridiculously optimistic and you have a much better chance of success.